Personally, I feel like I have contributed to the progress of the game. Probably, my favourite thing about this project was that I got to experience how it like to make a game with a group of very passionate and for once feel included in it. I also really loved how I got to contribute with my progress in the early stages as I got to create some really interesting concept art for the game and get to explore a completely different genre of drawing which is that of horror. I also the animations that I did for the enemy of the game as it managed to feel like how I imagined it would animate and feel like its a part of that game rather than feeling like its from another one. Can’t wait when I can’t download the game to actually play and to see what is the experience going to be like and seeing how each elements combine to make one amazing experience. Might also try and figure out how I can complete the game in a faster time.
Probably the thing that I didn’t like about was probably that I didn’t communicate more with my classmates and also to try and help everyone on the team as much as possible. I also felt like I wasn’t following my schedule well enough so then I would have had more time and been able to get more assets out of the way. Also been having negative thoughts regarding my art as I always never felt good enough for someone. I always have this fear that I am always disappointing everyone and not doing enough.
However, for next year I am trying to fix myself and to try and get some help as this year I have been able to find out why I have felt like this and for once, I feel like I can smile and feel somewhat happy.